fanfic meme.   looking for angels by Pandai + .NINE
Indeed Tiffany loved Taeyeon, but she would never dare utter those three words. Because love was all about giving someone your heart, and she couldn’t hold on to Taeyeon’s heart anymore than she could hold on to her own life. When she died and she still kept Taeyeon’s heart, what would happen?
icehaiku:

There was a part of her that wanted to give it her all, her whole being. Her mind, her heart and her soul. And the other part of her understood that she had nothing to give. Emptiness. She was a glass of vase without a flower. All she did was devour films, music, books, and cups of sweet coffee. She began to fill her mind with fiction. And soon then, she quitely detached herself from reality. Slowly but surely. It didn’t even hit her that she was living in her own world with no one in it but herself. But when the films ended, when the songs were finished, when the books were closed, and she rested her head on her pillow at night—only then was she reminded that she was ultimately living the same way that she was sleeping—alone.